Angelia大熊猫

It's been two weeks since my blog last update.

Yesterday night i was so excited to update my blog but end up doing nothing cause my hostel line was very slow yesterday.

So i update today!

Yesterday i went Cheras Selatan GreenBox KTV and eat dinner at 欢喜地 Restaurant with my gang!

I have had a great time yesterday.

It was a really good timing to let me release my stress yesterday since my bad presentation at the morning!

I blame myself for the lazyness and bad talking skill.

I was not preparing and present straight away cause i thought the presentation wont happen yesterday.

So my presentation marks is low. I think i'm the worst among the class.

But 1 thing good is my group member also same marks as me! Coz she did not prepare too!

Serve our right!

Haiz~~

At the KTV i have felt more relax and not angry myself anymore!

I wanna say THANKS to my friends!

Really had a great time with you all!!

I tell myself to do better next time! Gambateh for myself!!!! I'LL DO BETTER!!

When come to dinner session we gossip and chit chat ! Haha~~

But another thing make me down again~~

I was told that the way i greet my known friends with 'HEY' in the chatroom was too unpolite to her.

[That girl did not tell me but complain to another friend]

Haiz~ Why friend that u think you are close with her but seem like we are just not close at all! And now i feel that she even dislike me!

I'm not sure! This is all just my thoughts!

Feel a little sad~

But today i suddenly cried out in front of my friends. So embarrassing!

I just can't control my tears from dropping~~T.T

There was something happened that I felt myself like being ignored!

So sad So sad~

I know my friends just feel that i'm crazy~ since it is rare to see i become like this~~>.<

one of my friend just continue talking non stop like nothing happened~

Laughing and talking about lengzai~~HO!HO!

Feel so dissapointed of our friendship!

What can i do? I'm lost~~

Am I jealous? Am I too Childish?